Trying to move on...

Yup i'm still on the process of moving on...I don't know how to start, how to forget...I wish i have that cool device in the movie "paycheck" wherein you can zap those memories that you want to forget. But do i really want to do that? How i wish forgetting someone is as easy as erasing all your text messages on your inbox or as easy as pressing the delete key on your keyboard. but it isn't, especially when you saw yourself spending the rest of your life with her. But not every love story has a happy ending. So what do i fear right now? I know it's hard for a man to admit this but i fear that i won't be able to love again the same way that i used to. But let's hope not.